{"version":"1.0","provider_name":"Stephanie Arnold","provider_url":"https:\/\/stephaniearnold.net\/es","author_name":"StephanieAArnold","author_url":"https:\/\/stephaniearnold.net\/es\/author\/stephaniewp\/","title":"Preparing To Say Goodbye - Stephanie Arnold","type":"rich","width":600,"height":338,"html":"<blockquote class=\"wp-embedded-content\" data-secret=\"uzjX0HGuOb\"><a href=\"https:\/\/stephaniearnold.net\/es\/2018\/04\/03\/preparing-to-say-goodbye\/\">Preparing To Say Goodbye<\/a><\/blockquote><iframe sandbox=\"allow-scripts\" security=\"restricted\" src=\"https:\/\/stephaniearnold.net\/es\/2018\/04\/03\/preparing-to-say-goodbye\/embed\/#?secret=uzjX0HGuOb\" width=\"600\" height=\"338\" title=\"\u00abPreparing To Say Goodbye\u00bb \u2014 Stephanie Arnold\" data-secret=\"uzjX0HGuOb\" frameborder=\"0\" marginwidth=\"0\" marginheight=\"0\" scrolling=\"no\" class=\"wp-embedded-content\"><\/iframe><script>\n\/*! This file is auto-generated *\/\n!function(d,l){\"use strict\";l.querySelector&&d.addEventListener&&\"undefined\"!=typeof URL&&(d.wp=d.wp||{},d.wp.receiveEmbedMessage||(d.wp.receiveEmbedMessage=function(e){var t=e.data;if((t||t.secret||t.message||t.value)&&!\/[^a-zA-Z0-9]\/.test(t.secret)){for(var s,r,n,a=l.querySelectorAll('iframe[data-secret=\"'+t.secret+'\"]'),o=l.querySelectorAll('blockquote[data-secret=\"'+t.secret+'\"]'),c=new RegExp(\"^https?:$\",\"i\"),i=0;i<o.length;i++)o[i].style.display=\"none\";for(i=0;i<a.length;i++)s=a[i],e.source===s.contentWindow&&(s.removeAttribute(\"style\"),\"height\"===t.message?(1e3<(r=parseInt(t.value,10))?r=1e3:~~r<200&&(r=200),s.height=r):\"link\"===t.message&&(r=new URL(s.getAttribute(\"src\")),n=new URL(t.value),c.test(n.protocol))&&n.host===r.host&&l.activeElement===s&&(d.top.location.href=t.value))}},d.addEventListener(\"message\",d.wp.receiveEmbedMessage,!1),l.addEventListener(\"DOMContentLoaded\",function(){for(var e,t,s=l.querySelectorAll(\"iframe.wp-embedded-content\"),r=0;r<s.length;r++)(t=(e=s[r]).getAttribute(\"data-secret\"))||(t=Math.random().toString(36).substring(2,12),e.src+=\"#?secret=\"+t,e.setAttribute(\"data-secret\",t)),e.contentWindow.postMessage({message:\"ready\",secret:t},\"*\")},!1)))}(window,document);\n\/\/# sourceURL=https:\/\/stephaniearnold.net\/wp-includes\/js\/wp-embed.min.js\n<\/script>","thumbnail_url":"https:\/\/stephaniearnold.net\/wp-content\/uploads\/2018\/03\/6a89181b-01ae-45d4-85b3-7ccbaac118fd.jpg","thumbnail_width":750,"thumbnail_height":553,"description":"Reading Breath Becomes Air again, by neurosurgeon Paul Kalanithi (Here is his widow, Lucy, Internist at Stanford University doing a TED Talk) and seeing the Last Lecture\u00a0Dr. Randy Pausch gave at Carnegie Mellon reminded me of the excruciating three months I prepared myself to die. It got me thinking, if I stayed dead, I would..."}